God has a sense of humor when it comes to my life, but I'm not laughing. I wrote 2 weeks ago about how I need to get out of here and start my life over. I don't know what to do now.

The funny thing is, I have a job offer, which will require me to move. No, I didn't put out any applications. An old employer of mine asked me to come work for him in the southern part of the state. Currently, I'm waiting to find out about rent on the house I would be living in before going down there and finalizing everything.

The problem is that there is someone who has made this decision difficult for me. I'm ready to leave many people behind and never speak to them(pretty much one person, but whatever) again. Why did someone who would be perfect for me have to send me a mildly drunk text telling me about the crush they have on me? Now, I'm starting to second guess what I should do.

If only every circumstance was black and white. Why do there have to be so many grey areas? There are so many other factors coming into play in this decision, and I can't for the life of me figure out what the best decision is going to be for me. I only have a few days to make the decision, which is what is stressing me out. I wasn't prepared to make it this quickly, but I also know that it's something I should do.

I'm scared to move to an area I don't know, leave my family and have to start over making new friends, learning a new job, and give up theatre since there isn't one close by. On the other side, it's an amazing opportunity for me. I just don't know what to do.